All the things that im posting about this sadness is me letting my feelings out and not telling but letting them(her) know even though they(she) dont care.
I hate those moments when I’m having a good time, laughing, enjoying the atmosphere and the people around, but then all of a sudden something inside of me snaps, and I stop laughing, and stare blankly ahead of myself while my smile turns into a frown, and I just feel so sad and cold, and I don’t understand why, because nothing happened, and I was happy just a second ago.
You made me tell you what was bothering me. So for once I did, thinking maybe this time would be the time you would finally understand. Ha. Like that would ever happen. Instead, you took my pain and turned it around into something that I did against you. Nice move. Good luck trying to get me to tell you anything again.
Thats why I never try to talk about it.